Sometimes...

Sometimes I'm confused about why I even bother to post on here. I know the only people who read it are you and mom Kate. Haha. Maybe it helps me to clear out my head or something. Today I went to school and was there all day it seemed. English, Auto, German. Why do we have so much homework? I've decided that I like being up in the artistic/technical part of campus better than any other part. I loved the semester I was in music and interior design up that way. Maybe this is a sign of what I should major in? Who knows. Here I am staying up too late once again, but I can't help wondering, "What is going to happen?" I'm feeling a little apprehensive. Everyones trying to push me into dating and I really don't think the old ticker can really take it. I know, "No guts, no glory." But I just think I need some more time in that area. I'm also wondering about school and what career field I should go into. Today I had a thought that made me really happy, "What am I going to do for a living?" "Whatever I want." That's it. I don't have to pick one thing and stick to it, I can do a bunch of different things and mix it up along the way. Life is pain. You gottta scrape the joy out of it. Amen Rod.