Now what?

So I came home from my mission and the month of July was a whirlwind of fun and excitement. First, a trip back to NY with the fam, and then of course the lake, and now I find myself wondering, "What the heck am I supposed to do with myself?" I find myself in a state of mourning for the life I've left behind and understand I have to start a new one, it's a little daunting and a little exciting. I get to start fresh. School, work, whatever else comes my way. So many decisions to make. It's at times like these I'm going to have to rely heavily on the only person who knows whats ahead and what I need to do, the Lord. Deep breath. Here it goes, I'm diving in!